Everything is a little f*cked up

You wake up on a very gloomy day surprisingly super happy and ready for the day. You can't find your socks and you have 4 mins to get to the bus or you're going to be late. Does that stop you? No, because today is your day and you're determined for all to go well. 

You've made it to your destination, a little late, but excited. You trip on the way in and break your shoe. Now that excitement drops. Now your world is finally crashing. Now shit has hit the fan and you don't know if you can handle all of it. 

You start to cry and yell letting it all out on whoever is closest. 

You stop, calm down, say sorry and finish your day. 

It isn't possible to always be happy or excited, but positive yes. Many confuse positive with being happy and content. Positive is going through the hardest day, feeling bad about everything at that moment but knowing tomorrow will be better. Knowing this mood is temporary, that you have the power to keep moving forward. 

Next time your world begins to collapse, acknowledge that and remember it's not the end until the fat lady sings and her vocal cords were cut.